Today I admit I am lost, my road is confusing and even though I am grateful for my children family and very good friends, I feel alone. I feel like I have been walking this mountainous hill for some time now, and it keeps on getting bigger. I know I walk in belief, in trust, in empowerment and for the good of others and that is my purpose in this life time. But, I feel I am on my own in this world here to do a job but once done unseen. Am I in a pity fest? No more . . . . . .
Just wanted to share my day… What an amazing day… I awoke this morning to the sun beating down on my face. What a beautiful way to start my day, so I got out of bed and began to get dressed so I could go out and enjoy life. It took me just a bit over ¾ of an hour to get dressed. Nothing fancy: just a pair of jeans, a t-shirt and a light jacket just in case the weather changed. Now all dressed and ready to start my adventure I proceed to my destination, my favorite Starbucks which . . . . . .
I hear every day someone having an issue with their lives. Work sucks because they are not getting enough out of it, or it is taking too much out of them. Relationships suck but no one will take the time or effort to find a way to look to solving the problem. They are dissatisfied with their lives but prefer to AVOID a solution because facing it is supposed to be harder. Well as a coach in spiritual counseling and communicative teachings, I can tell you that answers are there for you on all fronts, but you have to step . . . . . .
Sadness is a seasonal disorder when simply there is not enough sun of vitamin D in the system. I do suffer from this and have at times had such over whelming Sadness that it consumes me. My head cannot rationalize, my soul does not reach me and my heart just disconnects so it is so very hard to overcome it on its own. But if I can afford the vitamins it helps but if not I am in despair for a while fighting this feeling but just wanting to sleep and never wake up. Most of us have something or . . . . . .
I know my purpose but my action seems to be of. I know who my clients are but where they are is at a loss. I know my teachings and what they stand for and I am looking for those to be taught their own purpose. I believe in belief, action and commitment to action. I believe in follow the path in order to know where one is meant to be. But I Have to admit my own compass is off right now and there is static on my frequency so I cannot hear where I am going or see . . . . . .
I have been dead for so long now, chasing a dream that I so believed in and still do. But I allowed it to consume me to dictate my person and along the way I lost my self. The road back is a hard one even if you have the tools to do it with. My heart was dull my spirit nearly broken and my belief shaken. Now in this New Year I am feeling slowly awoken. I do not why nor do I want to know, just want to trust this feeling and let it grown within me. I . . . . . .
Most of us are at a crossroads in life not knowing where to go or how to read the signs before us. The journey forward is personal but also collective, the more we include those that can enable us the more cohesive and stronger the path will be. But who are the leaders that will safely guide us forward in our collective energy which will unite the world? Can we turn to the leaders of today, the religious realm, the politicians, the governments and health sector, can we trust them to lead us mind body and soul? By past experience . . . . . .
Someone has written these beautiful words. They are like the ten commandments to follow in life all the time. 1] Prayer is not a “spare wheel” that you pull out when in trouble, but it is a “steering wheel” that directs the right path throughout. 2] So a Car’s WINDSHIELD is so large & the Rear view Mirror is so small? Because our PAST is not as important as our FUTURE. So, Look Ahead and Move on. 3] Friendship is like a BOOK. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write. 4] All things in life . . . . . .
I can only imagine how many times I have told myself that this is an ‘end of an era’ or even written it, as evidence, as a kind of proof, proclaiming the same thing. However, this time it really is for real. Sadly, Hackwriters, this brilliant magazine is coming to an end. It will be missed by people, internationally, by both readers and writers. Although each time something ends, another something begins, so lets just call it turning over a new page. Now just because Sam happened to entertain the idea of me being a part of it when it . . . . . .